我，已经不是我真正的自己…

我，已经不是我真正的自己…

以前的雷凯晴，是一个自以为是，骄傲，敢做敢当的人…以前的雷凯晴，喜欢做自己，不管别人怎么看，她还是能开开心心的过每一天…现在的她，因为有了他，改变了好多…因为他的脾气坏，我每次得照顾他的心…

我，从一个爱被人哄的女生,改成了一个每天安慰别人的女生…喜欢发脾气的我，现在也不能发脾气了，担心发了脾气他会气，会被他骂…当我需要他时，他在哪里？…

当晚上我不能哦哦时，打给他，想他陪我聊天，但是当他爱睡时，他不管人的…每次把我一个人丢在那…当他晚上需要我陪时，不管我在哦哦还是读书，我还是会陪他…以前的我，不喜欢别人在我哦哦时吵我的…但是当他需要我陪时，我会起来陪他…到最后聊啊聊，我自己都变不爱睡了…而且如果那时他爱睡了，我也醒了…那时我都不懂该做什么，只好爬起来，读书，直到我爱睡…

爱一个人不简单…

需要牺牲…

但如果对方不知道你为他做了什么，你别不开心，也不用让他知道。因为牺牲换来的是………………他的开心…他开心就好…

Sorry, my BC not good >.<

Just another school day

Before school ,hehe ..

Agree, it's ugly ..

My nose XD

My school life, it is not interesting =.=

Just hope that SPM pass quickly ..

And I can be out of Sibu <3

What a Life

I woke up around 9 this morning ..

Mum rushed us for breakfast and only gave us 15 minutes to get ready ..

Being the eldest, I let my both younger sister to take their shower first ..

Mum was horning downstairs and I had not taken my shower..

I have no idea what's with the rushing ..

Then, I told my eldest sister that I could not join them for breakfast ..

AND they went off for breakfast without me ):

I'm sad so I'm BLOGGING my feelings in my Blog ..

I found a shirt which suits my feeling now..

From the back view ..

From the front view ..

Cool right ?

In the afternoon,I had my additional maths tuition from 12pm -2pm

Then Mum brought me to the educational fair at RH hotel >.<to register for my A levels next year

in Kota Kinabalu ):

I dont want to leave my sisters and my friends ):

I'm sad but happy because I'm gaining more knowledge and experiences (:

We have to have positive thinking in everything we are doing ..

That make sense !!

 我需要人陪我说心事~~

我压力好大 ):

BTW, last nite was fun !! I took some pichas in my PJ ..^^

(: (: (:

Suki <3 having a good mood  Today !

Brown contact lense ~~

awwwww... I think I'm in love with my eyes ~~

Sorry guys, my pictures are the only way I can express my feelings <3

My shampoo and conditional , smells good <3

Mum bought this La Senza pyjamas pants for me <3 It has Mojojo pattern on it >.<

Violet contact lense

Bought new contact lense <3 it a lot !!

Fat chubby cheek !!

                                               Lala style (purple shirt with red pants )

=.=

Sengei si >.<

With my precious sis ~~

I know , I look old ):

With  youngest sis ~~ She LOOKS A LOT LIKE ME !!

SPM is near .. My dead phase is near , Goodness me !! :(

I'm very HELL worried ~~~~

:( sobs *

Need to release stress ~~

Pimples are out ,look thinner , uglier , darker , and STRESS-ER !!!

Blood Test Day ):

Going through heart-cramp (caused by SOMEBOD-IES).. Went for blood test .. Was not feeling good !!

At night, my family and I went for dinner..

Mum showed me that waiting-for-food-face ... Hahahaaaaa (:

My youngest sister.. hehehe (:

My sister , playing with her mobile phone while waiting for the food ~~